Honestly since the last post I have been constantly at work (at Dollar General) and while yes I had off days whether it was just one or if it was two or more I still used excuses to be lazy. Not only that but, just kept telling to myself and my girlfriend reasons why I couldn't do my photography professionally(even though I actually can now and at the time)
just because I don't have the cool expensive lenses even though I have more than enough knowledge to just do it now and then some. Honestly, my only reason for that thinking is flexibility (laziness) and creativity and for the computer equipment that was and is an actually need but like the nice lenses, I just use it to keep me hindered. Now I'm changing that, small things and I things that I can manage without a computer then everything esle.